Wednesday, March 19, 2008
i shall turn in to my soft-heartedness no more.
i`m apologetic but i cannot lose my cool to your tears.
that`s final.
yes, final.
i`m glad i was honest.
time to be on your own feet, i`m not a refugee camp provider for god`s sake. i know the ugly world and i`ll not hesitate to evolve into a monster when the world turns dark. before you realised, i`m "miss nice" gone.
it`s not that i did not put myself in the situation, but i`m really drained of my remaining energizers. i merely seek for the kind understanding that i have my own commitments and i cannot be doing spoon-feeding continuously especially upon hearing the unreasonable reasons which upsetted me enormously i must admit.
this is the 2nd time i made someone teared.
the world is cruel and i am evil.
i`m upset too.
please spare me.
12:28 AM
i shall turn in to my soft-heartedness no more.
i`m apologetic but i cannot lose my cool to your tears.
that`s final.
yes, final.
i`m glad i was honest.
time to be on your own feet, i`m not a refugee camp provider for god`s sake. i know the ugly world and i`ll not hesitate to evolve into a monster when the world turns dark. before you realised, i`m "miss nice" gone.
it`s not that i did not put myself in the situation, but i`m really drained of my remaining energizers. i merely seek for the kind understanding that i have my own commitments and i cannot be doing spoon-feeding continuously especially upon hearing the unreasonable reasons which upsetted me enormously i must admit.
this is the 2nd time i made someone teared.
the world is cruel and i am evil.
i`m upset too.
please spare me.